Today was fine.
But i didnt know why i wasnt happy.
Well, not the usual happy me.
Abit moody but still hafta crack jokes
for my friends to show everything was fine.

Gotta start getting into the STUDY mode.
Im lagging behind quite alot i say
and i need to start mugging to catch up.
JC life. Sigh.... What can i do?
2years. Just endure these 2years
and i will be on my way to ns. (I hope)

I have this..... weird weird feeling.
Its just weird. Like something is missing?
Or something is wrong.....
I just dont know how to put it.
Nevermind i dont care lerhh.
Stupid heart stupid mind.

Feel like watching movie this weekend..
but anyone would want to go with me?
I dont want to go alone.. hahahaha.

Today's training was okayyy.
Holding the bottle instead of the pistol
wasnt very tough larghh....
Maybe because its 30-30?
Think 40-20 training can be better..
Aye can slack jiu slack. Dont gei kiang.

Tmr ending school at 5plus...
Kinda crazy timetable and we have pe too.
Time seems to be passing very quickly
So fast gonna be thursday lerhh.
Life after secondary school is like that???
I now envy primary and secondary school kids.
In the past it used to be vice versa
but now, i realised how much fun we had back then
and i really miss everyone since
everyone is like separated from each other.

Shit. Its that feeling.
That feeling which makes me.... emo?
I miss the past but the past aint going
to become my present or future.
So i guess i should just keep looking forward.
Looking back is stopping me from progressing.

Confuscius said:
It doesnt matter how slow you walk,
As long as you dont stop walking.

I talked alot today?
Im starting to emo liao.
Hope this doesnt affect my studying later.

Ciaos~

I need to be clear of what i really want.
So do everyone.