If you think i'm strong, think again. My debate topic on monday is about death penalty. Death? Its so alien to us cause those who experience it don't live on to tell the tale. Sometimes i feel like dying. Its not i'm sad about things but it is the fact that sometimes i'm tired of this world. Life is kinda mundane and i say again. KINDA. So there are still moments where it is not mundane but veh exciting and fun! But.... thats not the point im trying to drive at now. School is tiring and pressurizing i know. We must be able to cope with this level of stress I KNOW. We must not die just like that I BLOODLY HELL KNOW. But its just so tiring i just feel like jumping down the building and just end this stupid life.
The more you yearn for something, the more you will not get it.
I fully aware that i'm getting too close to you, in other words, people see you they see me, but when they see me they dont always see you. Okay maybe i'm thinking too much again? Sigh. Todays training i guess it was pretty okay and i'm happy hilmi is improving!! (Y) Own that cheena ass who keeps koping your gun man. XD Quite disappointed with my grouping and i was totally in the sian mood.
Got back physics lecture test today. 13/30. Sucks lahhh because i careless one part and i nearly got the whole question wrong. And there goes my thrid lecture test pass. >< I guess i be more careful next time? Though i dont like to study but i dont like to get low marks either. :D
I dont like to be alone. I dont like to be neglected. Not everytime the guy has to take the initiative. He will get tired one day and he is now. I dont want to think already and i want my sleep. So buh-bye world. Hello lalaland. :))
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