Have that positive mindset

4th day of rehearsal: This shit is really really tiring. Everyday I dread waking up and walking to the parade square with my rifle. Well, at least looking on the bright side, tmr we are booking out and we had finally received our postings and 11b (nric equivalent)! :) stay strong peeps for no matter what we do, we are the commissioned officers of the singapore armed forces in less than 48hours time.

Sidetracking, we went for a sharing session with the juniors just now. Apart from telling them the truth about signals, I believe that majority of the juniors wanted signals for the lepak-ness. Well they arent exactly wrong about signals being slack, but if thats all you are looking forward to in the course, you will regret. Looking back now, I realised that I had not gained much from the course. Everyone changed in signals. They arent the people I used to know months ago. Why does this always happen? Why cant people DONT change? Maybe I was the one who changed but... I really dont know. I can no longer see them as my good friends anymore. Just normal friends for now. Thats where you all stand. No where closer.