Angry

Apparently theres this bump that grew on my back and it hurts alot. Having to bear the pain for 3 days and counting isnt easy. Im very easily agitated and my friends all could see that something is wrong. I wasnt myself for these few days. I thought alot recently, figuring out what i want and what i wish for. Until now i havent really got it sorted out, but im quite certain of what is in place for me in the future. But i can swing to the other end of the spectrum where i feel completely lost and everything seems to be in a mess for me. Yeah just for me. :) i dont ask for anything from you, just a little bit of concern as a friend. Is it that hard? I dont ask for anything from you, just a little bit of praise as a superior. I dont ask for anything from you, just you to shut the fuck up as a bullshit generator. Nothings going our way. I hope you can see that and live with it like how i lived with it 3 years ago.