Friends

Nothing can describe how Im feeling now. To see a friend change that drastically, it became hurting for me to think about it. Ive seen so many of my friends change, from an enthusiastic guy to a can-slack-jiu-slack guy, from a honest guy to an everything-also-fuck-care guy, etc. So many have changed after months or years, even I cant deny that I myself have changed. To see you stray away from your beliefs, I cant help but ask myself, "What happened to you?" I cant help but ask myself, "Could I have done anything to help you?" Then again, nothing. I couldnt have done anything. You have total control of your own life. How you want others to look at you is determined by you yourself too. I have no rights over your life and so I can only stand by you, giving you all the support if you even want it. As a friend, I have done my best. So why am I still feeling so hurt?