You will never get it.

The more I think, the more angry i get. Maybe things are meant to be this way, but I dont want to accept it. I want things to go MY way, not anywhere else. Im selfish, after all these while I still am. No matter how hard I try, I mean nothing to you. No matter what I say, you are always looking somewhere else. I have been nice to you all these while just because of one simple reason. It's you.