ORD lo!

Im not a guy who is good with words or likes to praise people over nothing. I find it pointless to say sweet/nice stuff to people just because I need to be the good guy and thus "obliged" to treat them well. Aint nobody got time for that! So for those who think that Im pacifing yall, bitch please, Im not so free to give people praises can. And because of this, I dont say sweet things to my gf and those mushy mushy stuff that all guys seem to do. I dont know how ying feels about this but regardless, Im not changing. I guess this says much about my character but... No I cant change.

Well im only left with 2 more days in the army and as much as I would want to get out of this hell hole, I will definitely miss my guys. No matter what, they are the ones who made tekong a much better place to work in despite all the fucked up bosses you can have. I appreciate all of their help they have rendered to me in my term and I hope things will still run well and they stay just as badass as I have taught them. XD Anyways before I ord, I finally went for a last round of crabbing in tekong and although we got just 6 crabs out of the long hours over the night we have spent, I believed for those who helped, we felt good hahaha. And the chilli crabs were awesome! 

Last thing on my mind... Well friends. It hurts me to have any form of argument or dispute among us, especially for friends that I have held dear to me for so many fucking years. I try my best to be less serious and less anal about things when Im around them, but they just get jumpy whenever things dont go their way. Do I not mean anything to you? Im just sick and tired of this "important to you anot" crap. If you arent trying, then I will stop trying to keep this friendship. Cos WHERE GOT TIME????